Just another day

Somedays we are so busy while some days we go without any work. Lately, I have become the later one not because I am lazy but I really don't know what to do. I have mountains and oceans of ideas but what use of it if you cannot put them into work. No matter how great your ideas are if it does not impress your boss, it is just one of those lame thought that passes by. I do not fail to impress the boss but I fail to understand the system. While I wait to understand the system I refresh my mail inbox 100 times a day. I fear that I am slowly losing my motivation and energy. 

  A picture to show how clueless I am lately.

                         

Into the adulthood

With flying colors I completed my studies

Had rushing hopes and aspirations,

Only to know that none of it mattered.

Always feared reality,

Didn't realize it would be this TOUGH

Oh how I wish I can turn back time 

Go back to the younger days,

And experience the youthful days once again.

A picture taken in 2004 (Thimphu)

Full moon night

Chasing the moon tonight

Like never before

No special reasons,

Yet the moon tonight

Looks brighter than usual

So here I am

Admiring the moon

From a far.

                                                        

Road that’s taken

Do all of us plan the journey of our lives? Well, in my case I was always the kind of ‘go with the flow’ person and now I have reached the road towards my career. Never once I thought I would be a civil servant yet here I am serving as an Asst. Economic Development Officer. Being new to the place and work I feel completely lost and out of place so everyday becomes as challenging as it can be. Having no seniors to guide, I remain confused for half and time and the rest I run around just to get a single service delivered. I have been running late in delivering the service for which I always feel guilty. Seniors say it takes time to pick up things but I am not sure when that time will come. At times, I wonder if the road I took is even right.