I have always been in search of a place to belong like completely and truly. The word 'belong' and 'home' weighed heavy for me for I never truly got to feel it. By the way I am neither orphan or homeless, I have my family who collectively contributed to make me the person I am today. I am deeply grateful for them and no person/people in the world would have accepted me the way they did, I guess that’s what family do for each other. I was and still am loved by all and the fact that I have people to call as my family always gives me the warmest feeling. However, it was always difficult for me talk about my parents and it was times like those I felt totally soaked up in loneliness.
Maybe it is because of that I turned to the kind of person I am today. I mean it a good way though. I am a person who gives my heart and soul in whatever I do be it work or relationship. I am glad that this personality of mine led me to some good friends. I know my friend circle is quite small but I am proud to say that they are the real ones, the ones who will respond to my calls even at 3:00 am in the morning. Of all, the ones who genuinely celebrates my success and talks w/o filter.
I know it’s 3:45am in the morning but I just couldn’t hold myself from writing this down because I have finally realized that I always had that place to belong and a place to call home (of course they are my family and friends) which I had been searching all along. And I am not so proud of myself to be realizing this at this odd hour but then what if I don’t wake up tomorrow and can’t express how thankful I am to all the people I have in my life. Hahah…that sounded too boring I know but I couldn’t really help it ;).
Happy Sunday
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I guess I was too busy looking out the window to value what I had inside.
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